I should get out more

there is always time, yes that is true but i fear this kind of sentiment is abused to much. i see people pining over some one they will never be able to be with ( myself included) with the sad hope that eventually that person will realized it was you the whole time they were meant to be with. thats not what i think this means here in the gif. i recently made this realization and confronted one of my closest friends about this. i really don’t wanna get into all the details but we agreed that we shouldn’t see each other at least as long as i felt that there was more there then there actually was. this was one of the hardest things i have ever had to do personally and emotionally, and neither of us wanted to do this. her not being there for me now has left this huge gapping whole in my life and i still can’t process it all. i feel when i am still a deep cold sadness, like a cold wind is seeping into me. i do how ever feel that it was the right thing to do i need to get over those feelings so we can be the friends we were meant to be, cause i have never connected to another person so completely then i have with her and that doesn’t just happen all the time. if there is such a thing as fait then us meeting is proof of that. but back to this gif, to often i see people thinking that the person they want will eventually see then for that soulmate lover that is so commonly portrayed in movies and television. in reality it’s not true and usually that other person will see that yearning in you and take advantage of that, couples that subsist of these sad lies they tell each other and themselves are apparent to everyone around them. if two people are meant for each other they both know it, it’s not like developing a taste for gin in that you’ll eventually appreciate it of if you mix it and put enough into it. that it will become something you enjoy.